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Hello wonderful people. I'm sorry for not updating. I know my blog is so dead. Actually, I am really lazy to entertain whenever my laptop lags as it really annoys me a lot and I'm not online that often cause I have a lot of things to do especially catching up with my school work. Well, there's so much left unsaid. I hate having issues due to misunderstanding, different stories from different sides and so on. More fights and less love. That's a disasterrrr. Is that what the world wants? I bet no riggggghhht. That's not what I wanted too. So, commeeee onnnn. Stop everything and move on with everything going right not wrong. ;D

/When I do something sincerely and is right and telling the truth, you'll start to say that I've got a motive out of it. While I never had a motive behind it and is helping with all my heart. Am I wrong? Ohh, correct me then if I'm really wrong but I bet I'm not.
/When I do something wrong or I had to lie due to some reasons, you'll start to say that I'm wrong or bad and have a motive again. But do you ever ask why I do so? I don't think you intend to ask me even cause you know, I know, that you hate hearing the truth rigggggght.
So, which is which you want? The great or the bad?
You know me real well and too well that I hate to lie and hate lies. I will never lie unless to situations that I really really have to. I am being two-sided at times so that I'll be fair but are you being fair towards yourself and me? And so, am I pretending or you, yourself? Really sorry if I'm wrong. Correct me if I'm wrong. For all I know, you're pretending all this while. I kept your deepest secret. Never did I ever reveal it or even leak out any clues. It was you, yourself, who leaked out everything slowly, one by one. And when I kept quiet or hesitate to tell something to you, you'll be like 'secret, secret again'. When I tell you something, to think that you thought I think that you can't be trusted, I tell you what's on my mind. But did you do that towards me thereafter, no right? Am I totally right or wrong to say that? So, it's me who can't be trusted or you, yourself? I'm not asking for a fair treatment but all you do is to keep grudges deep inside towards me and pretending that everything is alright. Wouldn't it be better if we talk things out nicely and settle everything? I don't and won't keep any grudges towards you or so, in case you think I did. Correct me if I'm wrong again. But I bet and very very sure that I'm right. So, don't you create stories that I'm this and that behind my back. And I know everyone is not perfect in this world. Mistakes are where we learn from riggght unless you never learn from your mistakes. And Thanks for all those actually. I began to be stronger each time I got such hurdles. But bare this in mind, I still appreciate you as my beloved best best of the best friend I used to have though we're not that close as before. I really hope for the very best in your LOVE life and studies and everything else. Stay strong. Thank you for everything and I'm really very very sorry from the bottom of my heart for all my wrongdoings and everything. I really hope everything will go on smoothly with no grudges and no hard feelings as it's the wonderful fasting month we're having now. May we overcome any hurdles. ;D

First day of fasting was COOOOOOL! I endured. May I endure and be patient on everything for the whole fasting month. (:

Ohhh yaaa, I've screwed up the few Prelim papers I took for the previous week. For upcoming Prelim papers, Asparaaaagooooo!
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