only time will tell how long I can wait
Surgery, surgery, surgery!
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 12:52 AM
hello people.surgery was a success.but it was damn damn damn, i tell you, pain like hell.now, im weak & in pain like 1 of a kind.i shall update another time.i need to rest.
ohhhh, btw, i cant even speak properly.
damn pain like 1 of a kind.
];
THANKS for those 'get well' wishes!
i appreciate it very very much!(:
Hectic, engaged, worried sick.
Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 9:47 PM
ohhhh hello people.wow!This whole week including next week will be a hectic and engaged week.Weekdays will be usual.That cousin of mine who bully me always will be here in my home.I have to take care of her.Also, this week meeting up with my group for the religious class project.Also, tomorrow will be having BBQ.Also, Sunday will be having religious class.Next week, RC OA Camp but i will go only for day cause the following day will be my surgery.Before that, i will have to craze over food that i want cause after the surgery, i have to eat only porridge & vanilla ice cream.That will be 1 of the worst period of time of my life.hahahha!(:Okay.Today, i woke up at 9am to get myself ready for the meeting up of my mates for the project.Then, at 1+pm i went to see Quraishah.We went to West Mall cause JP, nothing much.I bought 2 Tee-shirt for myself there.1 for herself.Then, ate lunch at Burger King.Whooper meal.In my opinion, the burger is huge & quite worth it to eat there rather than Macdonalds.Qu agrees to it also.hahahaha!(:Then, train-ed back to boon lay interchange & we went JP to buy food for Qu's Grandma & to buy food for Qu's kitten, Tega.I bought head ban for myself.Then, went home.(:Tomorrow morning, will be meeting up with my group mates again.Then, go home at around 2+pm to get ready for BBQ.Ohhhhhh, lethargic seyyyyy.okay.end.end.end.Dearest Friend,I hope you are alright.I contact your home & your mum told me i cant speak with you for the time being.Quite sad to hear that.I thought of meeting up with you since im outside.But eventually cant.
Your mum wont allow it.
Hope your mum will soon be alright.I know you know.Do contact me please once your mum allows you to use the phone.Ohhhhhh, please.Im worried of you.Do take care yawww.Stay positive.I love you."Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it."
~ Mother Teresa
For you, dearest!
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
ohhh hello people.i've really got to post.ohhhhhh Dearest You, (she)When you called me, i was wondering ohh why.i have the strong instinct that you will be speaking about your problem cause i knew it by hearing your voice.when you were sharing it with me while weeping bitter tears of remorse,i tried my very best not to weep with you cause i know it'll be worst,tried my very best to give motivation words,tried my very best to cheer you up,tried my very best to think of positive ways to solve it,tried my very best to say its not the end yet,tried my very best to tell you to stay strong,tried my very best to tell you to persevere & not to give up,tried my very best to everything.for you, i'll try my very best for anything.now, i shall weep over it my dear.i stayed strong while talking with you on the phone cause i know you know i would not want you to be more blue.i feel like as if i am one useless friend for i cant manage to help you as in a way that might get rid for real out of it while it really cant & i cant meet up with you cause its already evening.im seriously very very sorry.Please, i beg you, Lets stay positive, pray hard too, persevere & dont ever give up dearest.if you give up, i shall slap your face uhk & shall tell you to wake up & tell you this is life, no matter what, we have to dare to face any challenges for example like this kind of thing, one of your problems.Dare to try, nothing is impossible.it is whether you have the heart to try & dare to face it.i believe that we can overcome this together.im not joking.im serious.im really weeping right now.thinking over you whether are you alright.as a friend of yours,lets go through this together kayyy.i'll be there for you.anything, just give me a call, 24/7 im free to answer your call.i know although you do always hurt me with your words & do always tease me,i never regret having a friend like you.you do advice me not to give up always & gave me the motivation.So, now, its my turn to do that.i hope that your mum will be alright soon.try your best to speak with her okay.cheer up dearest.do take care too.I LOVE YOU!"Never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."
~Harriet Beecher Stowe
"A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart."
~ Heather Pryor"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."~ Lao Tzu"The only failure which lacks dignity is the failure to try."
~ Malcolm F. MacNeil"Do what you can, where you are, with what you have."
~ Robert Schuller"You can if you think you can."
~ George Reeves"If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down. "
~ Mary Pickford"Instead of giving yourself reasons why you can't, you give yourself reasons why you can."
~ Unknown"It's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get up."
~ Vince Lombardi"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."
~ Unknown"Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely."
~ Karen Kaiser Clark
People who criticise others over jealously are MAJOR LOSERS!(:
@ 2:50 PM
Dearest Putri Zafirah,Do chill kayyy.Those pple are just being a nuisance.Jealousy craze over them.I'll be there for you okay.
i do appreciate for what you are & for what you've done always.
Do take care, chill & enjoy!
I love you okayyyyyy dearest!
Stay HOT!
(:
Nur Zahidah Bte Zainal Do get well soon yawww.
I miss you.
See you real soon.
Take care.
I love you!
(:
Ohhhh, dearest Aishah & Qu!See you both soon on Tuesday.BBQ, BBQ, BBQ!CHILL & ENJOY!(:
To this whole group of First Aiders including Jannah.CONGRATULATION!Although you people did not manage to enter the Finals, you've made our unit proud.You people won 1st in West District or so called Champion.Thats a great achievement.1st time ever we've won for First Aid Competition.Your hardwork for all those training are really not wasted.GREAT JOB DONE!SUPPPPPPEERRRRRRRRRRR POWWWWWWERRRRRR!(:Hello people.
Yesterday, went to support those first aiders for the First Aid Competition at Seng Kang Sec.
It was super bored during the competition.
But despite the boredom, I laughed my ass off with Crazyass Mr Wong, Quraishah, Iffah Faiqah.
Crazyass Mr Wong always cracked jokes.
Prom night laaa, tepuk tangan laa, dari kanan berdua bilang laaa, satu dua satu dua laaa & more.
He funnny laaaaa.
Guess what,
When Mr Wong heard our school was the Champion, he stand up & cheer & applaud like (insert words).
He said if there was a table infront of him, he will flip that table.
The rest of us applaud like siao & cheered & scream only.
He was super super super gay & tickled pink.
hahahhaha!(:funny laaa Mr Wong.(:Then, end of Competition, went home by bus.After we've reached Jurong & after the photo session, went home with Achah, Aqirah & Quraishah.Aqirah had a bad stomachache.Hope shes feeling better today.Do drink lots of water.Take care dearest.(:Went home & did research for religious class project with group mates through online.Once done, i got myself ready to go to my aunt's house.My aunt went to sleepover her mums place.So, i need to accompany my grandma for 1 night.Im a good grand daughter okayy.I LOVE MY GRANDMA!hahahaha!(:It was super super super cold at night.A day with her was funn funnnn funnnnnnn.(:Today, woke up at 7.30am to get myself back home & get ready for Religious class.I was super super super lethargic.Then, went to religious class with my mates.Crazyass uhk.Had fun today.Chill only.My group was suppose to be doing project in class but my group insisted on meeting up during weekdays & do it in scrapbook instead of the vanguard sheet that Ustazah prepared for us.So, Ustazah was alright with it.Next week, we have to pass it up.So during lesson, my group chill & chat & mind our own business & crack jokes & laugh while the other groups did their project. hahahahaha!(:Time flies fast & we were dismissed.Went home with mates.Shahirah was being dared to say i love you to Botak.Funny but it didnt work.Mate of mine said it for her.funny laaaaa.But actually she dont like Botak.hahhahaha!(:fun, fun, fun at religious class.(:Stop it ekh people.Stop being jealous & critic over other people laaaa, major losers.
Only (insert vulgarities) people do that.So, to those who does that, (insert vulgarities) to you.haiyo.Annoyance.
Hope you realise what you've done.
cause shes way way innocent.
i appreciate her for who she is.
aint like you.
for no reasons, critic her like 1 of a kind.
wake up laaa.
(:end.end.end.
"Anger makes you smaller,
while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were. "
~ Cherie Carter-Scott
(:
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 10:17 PM
hello people.i shall cut it short.today had RC meeting.nothing much.then, went JP with Aqir, & Quraishah.bought Mac & take away.bought Coconut at Banquet for Achah.Shes having fever.Sick of First Aid i think.hahahaha.no laa.jk jk.then Aqir went back to school for 1st Aid.Qu & I went home cause i had to take care of my cousin.
Mum reached home right soon after Zah called me to ask for help as she is terribly unwell.
So, helped her to pass her reflection & drawing on the South Korea Trip to Suhaida.
then, went home.
ohhhh, Zahidah,
get well soon.
do take your medicines daily & take care yawwww.
see you soon.
(:
ohhhhh,Tmrw's First Aid Competition.will be supporting them.omg.must meet Achah, Aqir, Qu at 6.40am.must be in school before 7am.so damn early.super eyebags tmrw.Good luck & all the best to them tmrw.(:MR FIRE,im so so sorry.i know its my fault.
just vent all your anger towards me.
im alright with it.
cheer up alright.
seriously very very sorry.Hes in Malaysia now.Chill & Enjoy yawwww.
do take care.
(:
I MISS DUMBASS GERLFRIENDS SO SO SO MUCH MUCH MUCH!MEET UP REAL SOON YAWWW!cant wait for that.;DIt's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get up.
~ Vince Lombardi
I MISS SCHOOL BADLY! ];
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 6:31 PM
ohhhhh hello.well, i miss school.i miss mates, friends & all & what more laa.i miss those chaotic moments.i miss EL & SS lessons.
(this part, cant denyyyyy, i talk too much till i was shifted to the front & sit beside my 2 CRAZYASSES PARTNERS. it was good that i was shifted laaa. but 1 thing not good is scarrrrryyyyy you know. Yet grrrreeeaaattt & funnnnnnnn. 1 thing also, cannot dream uhk, but honestly, i always do. Not because its boring but i need time to really capture & understand *her(oppppps. if she were to see this, i'll be super dead.) i meant Ms Azeanni's words & store in my memory card, you see. & i did pay attention too too too much at times esp to SS & till my brain can explode you knowwwww. im serious. go to her class & you'll know how superb she teach, thats all i can say. ;D)i miss Geog lessons.(this part, sharing time. much probs & knowledge & things shared in there. & i pay attention for Geog more than other lessons. dont play play play. i meant for term 3, i stop being so talkative+inattentive & change my seat to the front where i sit for EL & SS & really try my best to pay attention & take down notes to what she wrote. but it cant be compared during EL & SS.)i miss Chem lessons.(this part, talk non stop. very confusing i can say. but overall, thumbs up. ;D)i miss F&N lessons.(this part, ask questions time. good time when she teach, some jokes were insert.)i miss Maths lessons.(this part, pay attention too less to much. my brain very upside down, haywire.)i miss MT lessons.(this part, compo, situational writing too much much much. & ustazah session.)i miss Bio lessons.(this part, i talk nonsence a lot a lot a lot. but at least i pay attention too little can already. cause i did try my best to memorise things. so tough, i can say.)okay, i got to admit.i miss those lessons because i can talk non stop at times, get knowledge & then, goes into my memory card till i cant take it.
& i miss those times when we will go chaotic esp when theres no teacher around.
the guys will surely do something stupid.
& most of the times, while waiting for teacher to come in, some of them will spy at the door & will give us warning to lower down our voices.
(:
Names to be listed That i miss being with them, miss them badly:(not in order alright)Nur Quraishah - SWEETSTUFF!Putri Zafirah - HOTSTUFF!Nurul Aqirah Bte mohd Gazai -
KECOH ASSS , DRAMA MAMA!Siti Hasunah Bte Yakob - CRAZY ASSS!Effarina Bte Alias - BACYIEN BETOL ; CRAZY, CRAZY, CRAZY, SILLY HER!
(dont kill me! 'with pathetic face')Nursyuhada Bte Rahmat* - CUTE ASSS!*oppps spelled wrongly.its Nursyuhada Bte Abdul Rahman.(:Nur Zahidah Bte Zainal - HOT ASSS , NAG, NAG, NAGGGY ASS!Nur Aishah Bte Osman -
KIND & SWEET ASS!Ho Chee Yin - MR HOT & CRAZY ASSS , EL partner!Kelvin Toh - MR COMPLAIN KING! 'tsk tsk tsk' is his way to sigh! EL partner!Ridzuan - MR ADVICE!BGF - MR ADVICE!Mr Fire - NONSENCE ASS!whole class, 3n3 - CHAOTIC & ZEALOUS ASSSES!(:
addicted to name it after assses.
dont blame me.
hahahaha!(:
btw, those tracks in the play list is someone's favourite all time songs.
& memories laaa deyyyyy.
ohhhhhhh MR FIRE, MR FIRE, MR FIRE!
;D
-Do Learn to appreciate what's given to us.
-Chill & Enjoy!
(;
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 3:48 PM
ohhhhh im damn lethargic.my throat is making me really really sick.urgh.pain seyyyy.ohhh well,why does people like to look down on those who have made mistakes ?i meant everyone do make mistakes.just that, at least, they learn from it & never ever try to do it again.people will just like to jump to conclusions & simply look down on the person who've made that mistake.just wondering.(:Ohhhhhhh Mr Fire,Live Life To The Fullest Laaaaa, YOUUUU AASSSSSS!Chill & Enjoy.Dont ever give up.
Persevere.
Thats challenges in life.You like it or not, you must dare to face it.i shall give you huge huge huge boxes & tight tight tight slaps till your eyeballs come out uhk if you ever try to give up!hahhahaha!(:im serious okay!okay.end.(:
unwell, surgery, cuzzie, Gerlfriends, Mr Fire! <3 (:
Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 11:26 PM
Qu & Me! Cat & Lion! hahhha!(:
Me & Aqir's Little sister, Atiq! At Changi Airport! (:
Me & the 3 year old cuzzie who bully me always!(:
if they proceed while im having flu & asthma coughs, i'll probably have cancer or wad laaaa after the surgery.
so, for safety & for my sake, the surgery will be 2-3weeks time.
& i thought its at NUH main building & all laaa but its at Kent Ridge Wing.that place uhk, super super bored laaa.hhahahah!(:i shall get ready seyy on 26 of november, MY SUPER IRRITATING VOICE SHALL NOT BE HEARD TILL im oficially fully cured.i'll be hospitalised for 1day only if im alright & ready to go home & will go home b4 7am on 27nov.tak gereks.1day only in hospital ?hhahhahah!(:i'll be super super weak & will be half dead & will be super super quiet after the surgery.& my meals will be VANILLA ICE CREAM & PORRIDGE everyday till im cured.wow.i'll be super super sick of it like seriously seyyy.but for the sake of my throat, i'll just eat then.
wish me luck for the surgery ekh pple.
hhahahah!(:
super scary men.
& guess what, the doc said after the surgery of my thonsils, they will keep the tissue for checking & for future incident if i need dunno what laa.
ohhh men.
cool kaperhs.i've repent for doing stupid stuffs like seriously.wohoo.okay.a new beginning after the thonsils surgery.i wont be falling sick & have high fever often & have difficulties swallowing food anymore.& wont be absent from school often too.good, good.(:Last Mon was the first time im out with friends & reached home at 12.40am.wow!
met gerlfriends at Changi Airport.(:
Gerlfriends are back from South Korea already.i called them when they're on the way back to school in bus.they super kecoh uhk.especially Zah.Zah nagged to me.wow.5days didnt hear her nag.that was great.& They said they've never missed me especially to my irritating voice.
honestly, okay laaa, i admit im super super talkative laaa.but no at times okay.crazyasses laaa they all.hahhhaaha!(:whatever to that.they're gonna get it from me.hahahahah!(:no laaa.believe it or not ?my 3 year old cuzzie do bully me.
See pic above, thats her.
when she hit you, you can feel super pain uhk.when she push you, you can fell uhk.that happens to me.& heyyy, she can even wear my clothes seyyyy.shes super super WOW laaa.hhahahah!(:
16Nov, Sunday.
RC Bonding BBQ
i dont know whether i could make it.
im still unwell.
hope i could make it.
(:
Oohhhhhhhh Mr Fire, Mr Fire, Mr Fire!
hahahahha!(:
Ohhhhhh Putri, Putri, Putri!
i misss you sooooo!-don't hate cause it'll just be a burden to you.
Crazyass!(:
Monday, November 03, 2008 @ 5:19 PM
heyyyyy,last Fri Gerlfriends outing was postpone again to after theyre back from SK.busy busy busy for SK yawww.hahahha!(:Bon Voyage to yall.Must take care okay over there.Dont fall sick.Be zealous over there.feel the excitement in the air kan kan kan.hahhah!(:today had RC.hahhhah!(:gerekkkkkkk.was in charge for Sec 1.okay.got this part, i went to 1n2 to see Quraishah.& as i enter, i gush 'HEEEELLLLLOOOOOO' to my platoon, sec 2, while they were doing their test.
my sec 1s finished earlier.
hahahah!(:didnt know mr wong was there.i wanted to ask Quraishah something actually.pai seyyyy uhkkkk.funnny funny funny yawww.crazyass.Nic can still laugh.Nic will get it soon from me.hahahha!(:tmrw, sec 1 orientation.Not Coooooool.
tak gerrrrekkkkks.
Btw, to Dearest Putri Hotstuff,I miss you so laaaa deyyyy.Meet up real soon laaaa.Take care of your health ekh.(:kay.gtg.end.end.end.
