only time will tell how long I can wait
An unpleasant week! A disappointment! ):
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:46 PM

Hello wonderful people. A week whereby i had declare that 'cool' is ineffable cause everything went bonkers. Its a disappointment week. A gloomy week. An unpleasant week. I'm sorry for everything. Idol, if you were to read this, I'm sorry. If I had initiated to go up to explain to you earlier than I had went up the other day, everything would not have happened. It was my bad. Class had just redeemed every mistakes done yet it started once again, a disappointment again, a remorseful one. I'm sorry, idol. As for someone, whom i really appreciate her for who she WAS and yet, for who she is still okay, Yes, I agree with you. I'm rude, inconsiderate and ungrateful. Whats more? Dense, unconcerned. A disappointment. Whats more? I know I'm bad, real bad. Never been any better than bad. But for all i know, I'm not at fault. If you had inculcated everything before you said those harsh words towards me, everything would not have been like what is happening right now. It is not my fault for asking you to rephrase what you said right? Well, it's alright. I hope you are doing fine. I don't think you are bothered with anything that has got to do with me anymore. So, don't worry. I'll be fine. You take care alright. Although i might not be there for you like I always do like before, you are always in remembrance deep down my mind, heart and soul for your efforts, help, motivation, encouragement and etc. Gratitude to you. Thank you!
Moving on, well, I hope everything will go on smooth for this upcoming week. I will be having this EL Survey somewhat like an exam to represent Singapore on Tuesday. That's what Mr Paul said. All the best to me eyyy. And I'll be having English N Levels Oral Examination on Thursday. Scaaaaaaaary! My greatest fear! Here i come! I hope I wont be as mute as I was for all the oral before this. Cooooool! Cooooooome on! Let's googoogogogogogogoooo! I can do it! Well, Malay N Levels Oral Examination will be the problem. Im dead for that. I cant even speak or pronounce properly, how to pass? Haiyoyoyooyoyoyo. But it's alright. Let's overcome it! Asparagooooooooooooo! ;D