walking these states,
only time will tell how long I can wait

To my dearest beloved Miss Azeanni
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 12:12 AM
To my dearest beloved Miss Azeanni(Idol),
Im sorry to disappoint you in any way.
I know i have always disappoint you, everytime, without fail.
Im sorry.
After the oral, you really woke me up and made me realise something and got me speechless.
Full of agony, remorse and regret.
Now I realise.
I did break down after which.
I don't know why.
But i guess, it's a huge impact.
It's alright.
Ohhh yaaww, Yes, I agreed to it.
My bad, my baaad.
What you said keeps on playing on my mind like a music player.
Well, I know you have held great patience towards me till this far.
I know you never give up.
I know you're not that heartless to do so.
I know you've tried your best.
I know you did put in so much much effort.
I know I really disappointed you.
I know seeking forgiveness by saying SORRY will not change everything but the change in my actions, character will do.
I have always admire your honest character and your perseverance.
I do appreciate every single thing you've done or you did or which you're doing.
A HUGE Thank You!
Well, i'm sorry for always been taking back my words.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'll change, take my word.
This time round, trust me, I'll change for the better and never give up but strive for the best and give the very best shot in any way i can.
I'll try my best.

"Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will."
~ W. Clement Stone

I'm seriously very sorry and
Thank you for every single thing you did.
I deeply appreciate it.

Yours sincerely,
Ili Nurshahidah


"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop."
~ Confucius

"Never consider the possibility of failure; as long as you persist, you will be successful."
~ Brian Tracy


"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"The only failure which lacks dignity is the failure to try."
~ Malcolm F. MacNeil