walking these states,
only time will tell how long I can wait

Problem, Unexpected result, Improving, Time Management!
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 9:53 PM




Those times. Holiday's happy moments. (:

Hello people.

There's a lot of problems(?) i can say that is currently occurring. Tough baby tough. To those who are facing a tough time, chill okay.

Well, what's been running through my mind is the future while i can totally forget the past which had happened few days back like seriously. You can ask me what had happened and i will have a tough time to reflect. hahaha!

Well, I got back geography test few days back and guess how much i got? I got 10/25 for it. Like seriously, i was shocked that i got 10/25. I just need 3 more marks to pass mennn. Wasted. Zah & Yuni got 13/25 which is totally cool. Alfien got the paper 1st and he got 7 if im not wrong and I told myself i cant have better results than him cause he's way better than me in Geography and aslo, for Bryan. He got the paper beforehand and he got 10/25. I thought my marks will be way lower than them but unexpectedly, i got 10/25 also which is the same as Bryan Lim Wai Kiat. I hope I can do better for the focused test next week. I'll try my very very best to memorise everything i could especially on chapter 10 which is the notes given by Ms Sunarti as among chapter 8, 9, 10, chapter 10 is the toughest 1 among those chapters and chapter 8 & 9 are last year's chapters.

Well, I'm unable to even start my reseach draft 1 and i got hell today during F&N which is coool. Mrs Tan didnt really nag but indeed also gave some motivation. I guess what she said was all true. The time we have spent or burnt will not go down the drain if we try our very best and put in effort and end up, getting As or B3 and will be a waste and not worth it if we get Cs. Also, It's not for herself but for our own good as we will be able to go up to sec 5na if we will be able to attain below 19 with the help of getting better result for F&N.


English is cooool. The most cooooool subject i can say. The past few days, we went through Close Tests and guess what, i simply got deduction of marks just because of my tenses. NonsenceASS! I had English Comprehension Test today. Well, i guess my time management for Comprehension is slightly improving as i used to not being able to complete the questions for the whole of passage B but i DID IT for today. Sadly to say, im unable to complete summary. It sucks big time. I will do better the next time round like seriously and make sure i complete the paper like i did for last year's EOY paper.

Ohhh yaaa, I'll be having Science focused test tomorrow which totally sucks. I suck big time in Science like seriously. I hope i can do for tomorrow's focused test as tomorrow will be a busy and tight day for me. GO BABY GO! Damn! haha! Okay. I better do some revision after I've done my research for F&N. If i don't, i better prepare myself to fail.

I guess I've been losing control of my time management which is a BIG NO NO. I need to get hold of it ohhhh please. I guess i need naggings and got it screwed into my head on time management. I need a naggy ASS like mother which is my RockASS gerlfriend(Nur Zahidah Bte Zainal). I need her now badly. Haha!

Well, tomorrow, all of the UGs will be having promotion day lead by Red Cross. PJ Quraishah will be the parade commander if im not wrong. All the best to her. Coooooool! I'll be promoting 1 rank higher i guess. Im more than enough happy that at least i will be promoted. I dont need high ranks to satisfy myself. I appreciate to those who realise on what i've done or simply those who recognised my efforts for Red Cross although it is nothing to be compared to the rest & Excos as they are way way better. Haha! Okay. Im just blabblering nonsence.

FRIEND,

Although I'm not close with you eversince i knew you since the start of secondary one, i guess as a classmate of yours, i do care okay. Please cheer up. In life there's a lot of challenges. It's either you fall totally or you pick yourself up once you fell. I don't know how to motivate you no more cause I have tried my best in the msn. Yet, you have your mindset fixed already. It's your life and not mine. So, i hope you will pick the right way and lead life as the way it should be and better than before cause i know you can do it as your results compared to mine, yours are way much much better than mine. Don't give up. Maintain & Chill! Please cheer up okay. Take care.

Okay.
I got to end here.
I need to get started on my research.
So long you ASSES.
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