walking these states,
only time will tell how long I can wait

sick, sick, sick, pain, pain, pain! ];
Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 3:48 AM
Hello people.
Ohhh my god.
I cannot resist the pain of the surgery.
It's still haunting me.
I cant even speak properly.
I cant even chew properly.
I cant even swallow like normally.
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Well,
Heyyyy,
Let me tel you the story of how my surgery experience was like.
Firstly, i have to be in the day surgery ward at 10am.
I have packed my beg & stuffs the day before.
So, yawww.
Did manage to reach there on time.
Then, when i've reached the day surgery ward, i have to register 1st.
Then, name was called.
Then, talk talk talk & all about the payment & medisave laaaa & whatever cause i dont understand those payment system & lalalalalalala.
Then, done talking, was ask to go to this lady in charge there of sending us, the patients, to our respective stations or whatever it is called.
Then, was sent to this waiting area.
& then, after a few minutes, i was called again.
I was being interviewed by 1 of this so kind nurse this time round.
Then, she asked me to get changed.
Guess what, i didnt know surgery was that serious uhhkkkk.
Ohhhhh myyyyy godddddddd.
Reallly tak senonohhhhh.
I was like open my mouth wide & said 'huhhhhhh serious?' to that nurse once im being told that.
if you know, you shut up.
hahahhahaha!(:
ohhhh myyyyy.
serious.
Lucky, they gave 1 hospital dress & 1 some sort dress also but just to cover up again uhkkkk.
Haiyooo.
Gone case.
Hahahahhaha!(:
Okay.
Moving on.
Then, i went to get changed & pack all my stuffs & gave my dad.
Have i mention that i went with Dad?
Well, yawww.
i was with dad.
Dad took leave for 3 days just to take care of me.
Mum cant take leave & shes super busy.
hahahhaha!(:
So sweet of my dad right?
I love my dad.
hahahhaha!(:
Then, after i've changed, nurse called me and asked me to go meet the guy there.
So, nurse(a guy.), Hes not a doctor, served me.
Then, asked questions & bla bla bla.
Hes fierce you know.
Scary.
Then, he took wheelchair & asked me to sit there.
Then, after a while, he said its time to go the place where the surgery is.
Then, dad followed & we went there.
Then, reached.
This part, kekok.
A lot of nurses & doctors interview me.
They kept on asking the same questions.
I think they need to write the evaluation form or report or what laaa.
Then, have to wait for dunno what.
Then, this part funny.
While waiting, then the fierce guy i mentioned earlier, try to joke with me with a smile on his face.
He said 'why? Scared uhk? Dont be scared laaa.'
Then, he told one of the nurses there im 86 years old or how many years old laaa.
Funny.
I thought hes fierce you know.
Cause he didnt even smile or what when he interviewed me & all the way, hes face was super super fierce.
hahahaha!(:
Then, after much waiting, i was sent in.
To the surgery place.
In there, i was told to lie down.
Then, get ready.
I pray, pray, pray as much as i can.
Super scary i tell you.
Then, when i was in the surgery room, 1 of the doctor, trying to find veins to poke a needle & its quite difficult & he said 'your brain quite weak uhk.'
Then, i was like smiling away.
Then, went he find that place to poke already at my left hand by the way, he press my hand hard hard & then poke the needle in.
Its for you know to inject any medicines in or whatever laaa.
Then, guess what, the doctor super clever.
After he poke already, i was in pain laaa.
He talk talk with me.
Then he said, 'yours good. you know other patients i had to really try 3-4 times.'
Then, he talk about my specs laaa.
Then, he talk about my eczema laaa.
Then, got 1 of the doctors gave me oxygen, & the thing that was put near my mouth was smelly.
& i said to the doctor 'ewwww. smelly uhk.'
Then, the doc said while laughing, 'normal. its like that.'
Then, after a while the doc talk to me, talk, talk, talk, & POOOOM, i went to lala land.
He put me to sleep by inserting some medicine thing to where he poke the needle.
Then, once the surgery was done.
I think the doc make me awake or what laaa.
Suddenly, i open my eyes.
& When i was about to swallow, guess whattttttt, i feel 1 of a kind PAIN LIKKKKKKKE HEELLLLLLLLLLLL!
hahahahaha!(:
& Guess what, i weeped like 1 of a kind baby while shouting that 'pain. urgh. painnnnn.'
seriously like baby.
Funny as i reminisce it.
hahahahhaa!(:
But, serious, i tell you, PAINNN LIKKKKKKKEEEE HELLLLLLLLLL!
like seriously.
Then, the nurses there panicked already & gave me pain killer & might be sleeping pills through the needle thingy.
Cause i was giddy & had a bad headache after that & caused myself to be blur & super super weak & faint & straight away fell asleep again.
After a while, i was sent out of the surgery place & was sent back to the day surgery ward.
Dad was sweet.
He waited for me all along outside the surgery place.
hahhahaha!(:
Then, went back to day surgery ward.
& Got my bed.
I was blur, giddy & super super weak all the way i tell you like seriously uhkkk.
Then, after a while, dad went home to fetch mum.
Then, im alone in there.
I rest all the way.
Dinner time & when nurse ask me whether i wanted to eat or not, i shake my head means no cause was super super weak & blur like seriously.
Moreover, im in pain like hell.
Then, when both mum & dad reached, they asked me whether i've eaten or not.
Then, dont know dont know.
i dont know cause i was super blur & blank.
All i could remember was, i ate a little bit & then i vomit.
i ate a little bit again, i vomit.
i ate a little again, again, i vomit.
Thrice i vomit.
So, doc, inject medicine for vomitting at the needle thing.
After that, i was alright a little.
& Then, parents had to go home.
Mum kissed me goodbye & goodnight.
I dont want them to go.
But yet, i fell asleep again cause was super super weak & in pain like hell & giddy.
When i closed my eyes, they quickly went off.
Quite bad uhk but hahahahha, untill when they want to stay.
By the time, no bus, no mrt.
hahahahha.
When i open my eyes, i realise parents have gone home.
So, i went back to sleep.
I was asleep like baby i tell you.
My parents standby me tissues in case if i were to vomit again.
But, guess what, i slept upright, means i make the bed upright, & you know, i sleep like baby till i have air liur basi.
hahahahaha.
But each time i wake up, i mean, every time, i wipe it away.
Cause its hard to swallow i tell you.
& i cant sleep tight cause i will be awake each time i coughs.
Super pain i tell you like seriously.
Then, my neighbour, who had surgery too, her mum realise i coughed a lot.
Then, she came to me at around 5+am.
If im at the hospital, i will realise & will be awake if any1 were to stand near my bed.
So, she came by me & asked nicely & politely would i want to have a drink cause i was coughing all the time.
Then, i nod my head means yes.
She grabbed the bottle of H2o & feed me.
So sweet of her.
Im super jealous of my neighbour mennn.
Her mum super super super caring, sweet.
Talk nicely some more.
Fuyoohhhhh.
hahahahhha!(:
Then, done.
She told me she'll give me yogurt.
So, she left it at my table & went back to her daughter.
Then, i went back to sleep.
& i was awake by 6am.
The nurse asked me whether i want Milo ice & whether i want to eat.
& i nod again.
Then, she gave me Ice Milo & bread.
Msged dad to come ASAP cause soon Doc will come & see me.
So, eat alone.
Then, my neighbours mum came again & help me spread the bread of mine.
So kind of her.
urgh!
super jealous!
(:
Then, i ate abit & done.
Cause my throat was super pain.
After a while, Doc came to check on me whether i can go home or not.
Doc told me i can go home.
But actually parents & I planned to let me stay there cause its better.
But Doc said its better for me to rest at home.
My neighbour had packed her stuffs & got changed to go home already.
So, she went home 1st.
Before that her mum waved & said goodbye to me & even her daughter which is my neighbour.
Her mum is super kind, caring, sweet i tell you.
Jealous, jealous, jealous!
hahahaahhaha!(:
Then, after a while, dad reached.
I went to change.
Doc came back to see my dad.
& yaww.
I was discharge.
The nurse took off the needle at my left hand.
WOW!
super pain i tell you.
Then, went home.
Cabbed back home.
Cause i was super super super weak.
I want to walk properly also very difficult.
So, from then till now, i had to rest at home.
I cant go out.
Cause Doctor said i can only go out after im fully heal cause if i go out, i might get infection.
So, its better to rest at home.
& Now, im super bored at home.
Daily sleep, eat, medicine, watch tv, online.
It will take 1-3weeks to heal.
Super super super bored.
& Super super super pain i tell you.
like seriously.
i feel like turning back the time
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& On the 28th, Kaung, Boon Hui, Jannah, Aqir, Aqir's sister, Qu, Achah came to visit me.
Thanks yaww you pple.
Thanks a lot.
Kaung, Boon Hui & Jannah left early.
So, Aqir, Aqir's sister, Qu, Achah stayed over till 6+pm.
It was super syok i tell you.
I brought them in my room.
Aircon some more.
They played with labbie & went online, surfing nets.
Funny.
Ohhhh yawwww.
Had fun.
They make my day.
hahahhahaha!(:
Thanks to them once again.
I LOVE PJ!
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THEM!

WELL, I WANNA THANK THOSE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE WHO HAD VISITED ME!
& ALSO, TO THOSE WHO HAD WISHED ME THOSE GET WELL WISHES!
REALLY A BIG THANK YOU!
I APPRECIATE IT VERY VERY VERY MUCH LIKE SERIOUSLY!
(:

Ohhh well,
I've been typing dont know what.
My mind is all muddle or so called dizzy.
So, mind my language & grammar.
& ohhh, its been long since ive open my books.
Its time to open it or i'll be total retard next year.
I need to really really improve on my EL.
Cause its super super (fill in the blanks).
You can even see it by the way i post.
Hahhahahaha!(:
Ohhhh mennnnnn, i shall die next year.
Cause ohhh myyyyyy, its time to be serious cause its N.
Ohhh myyyyyy.
Can i let out to you pple something?
my grammar totally hancor already seyyyy.
rabaksss uhk.
urghhhh!
help me!
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dearest,
im sorry for everything.
& thanks for everything.
its your own choice.
please pick the right path.
everything we do, god's watching over us.
please.
Btw,
please, please, please
do take care!
im worried sick!
please!